SICK n SICKO

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actually im sick..since last day..got flu..headache..eventho im thankful for this...still feelin hopeless kinda...maybe my sperma perempuan got sumthin 2 do with this..hu3...argh..my surveyor life for today...wasnt that gud...got no job 4 me...but im helping a fren doing his...actually givin him my GPS instrument...don really feelin gud doing the job...at first ..i dun really wann 2 take their "words" toward me seriously....but then i wonder...why they did that to me?just a lame joke?tryin to motivate me?or just to annoy me big time?hmmm..gettin tired for all this..what wrong with me?nobodys perfect..n nobody deserves those bad condamme!wtf!am i allowing them for this?am i being to nice to them so they can pijak kepala?i always take it positively...just wanna share my thot here...not tryin to label anythin on anyone..just thinkin i have to write it so i can leave my burden to u ..hu3...at this moment...im alone at home..my housemate,PACA asked me out earlier...i dun feel like going out for dinner or anything...xde selera..lagipon dah makan roti...im already as FAT as u can imagine...duhh..watching tv...boring...texting my buddy,ZEAP..he went out with PACA and another guy...rasa mcm nak makan coklat...to get rid of my stress...hmmm..ok..im goin to stop here...c ya 2moro i guess..bye from benn..nite n salam